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Jun 6, 2015 23:56:59 GMT
Post by Dawnmist on Jun 6, 2015 23:56:59 GMT
"They don't know how 'm doing," she said. "I don't even know if their parents sent word." And she swung her legs around to face the dresser, trying to remember where she kept her stationery.
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Jun 7, 2015 0:01:16 GMT
Post by Copper on Jun 7, 2015 0:01:16 GMT
How do you know they'll care?
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Jun 7, 2015 0:04:27 GMT
Post by Dawnmist on Jun 7, 2015 0:04:27 GMT
"That's a funny thing to say," she frowned, pausing with her feet hovering an inch above the floor. "Of course they care! Why would they not?"
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Jun 7, 2015 0:15:18 GMT
Post by Copper on Jun 7, 2015 0:15:18 GMT
You're gone so often, for such large breaks in the year. Not to mention the fact that you don't exactly get a steady stream of owls from anyone other than Giovanni and Nicolas. How can you guarantee that they're even interested in you anymore?
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Jun 7, 2015 0:21:45 GMT
Post by Dawnmist on Jun 7, 2015 0:21:45 GMT
Tessa paused. Her expression softened. "Lizzie... It's not like that. Nic and Bianca have their OWLs, and Giovanni worries about everyone so much..." She twisted her fingers together. "'nd Nic and I... I think we're together. I dunno, 's weird."
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Jun 7, 2015 0:24:44 GMT
Post by Copper on Jun 7, 2015 0:24:44 GMT
And what about the rest of your 'friends?' Have they said anything to you at all?
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Jun 7, 2015 0:28:53 GMT
Post by Dawnmist on Jun 7, 2015 0:28:53 GMT
She thought about Jane, and Ricardo, and Leo, and Cora. And she faltered. "Well... No, but... I- they- they must be busy with something. Else they'd have sent an owl, or asked their parents. Wouldn't they?"
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Jun 7, 2015 0:34:26 GMT
Post by Copper on Jun 7, 2015 0:34:26 GMT
Jane has O.W.L.s, but lately she's been all googly-eyed for some boy. Ricardo is too busy with his... weird gay love triangle business. Leo's chasing Bianca, which is a dark and aimless road in itself. Cora... who knows with Cora, she's probably found and broken up with six kids between your last chemo treatment and now. Xander is falling all over himself for Ricardo and so is Vincent. So where does that leave you on their minds?
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Jun 7, 2015 1:16:37 GMT
Post by Dawnmist on Jun 7, 2015 1:16:37 GMT
"Last," she murmured, staring down at her lap. "But... They must still be worried about me. I mean, they must care a little." Tessa was beginning to panic a little at the thoughts her sister was inspiring in her mind, and she could feel the evidence of it pricking the backs of her eyes.
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Jun 7, 2015 1:18:50 GMT
Post by Copper on Jun 7, 2015 1:18:50 GMT
I'm just guessing around here, of course. You'd best be asking them about this. Unless, of course, if you say anything, they think you're attention-hungry and selfish.
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Jun 7, 2015 1:23:12 GMT
Post by Dawnmist on Jun 7, 2015 1:23:12 GMT
She bit her lip, not knowing what she could say to that. Lizzie had accused her of being selfish before, and it was one of the things she despised the most about herself. Of course, the deep set denial had meant that she had refused to admit it until recently. The events of the past few weeks had drained her, both physically and mentally, and she frankly couldn't be bothered lying to herself anymore.
"But Nic and Bianca and Giovanni," she murmured. "They do care. I know they do. Giovanni went back in time with me to save you and Bianca, for Merlin's sake. And Bianca shaved my head and helped me pick out wigs. And Nic was there all the way through chemo..."
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Jun 7, 2015 1:26:21 GMT
Post by Copper on Jun 7, 2015 1:26:21 GMT
Three real friends trumps zero, I suppose. Not that Bianca has actually summoned the need or motivation to contact you or ask if you're alright. But I digress. Maybe it isn't so good that you deeply examine your relationship with the girl that used to put gum in my hair and is currently leading on a hopelessly-in-love boy for who-knows-what reason.
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Jun 7, 2015 1:31:44 GMT
Post by Dawnmist on Jun 7, 2015 1:31:44 GMT
"She's my best friend," Tessa spoke softly, pressing her lips together after she'd finished to compose herself before continuing. "She wouldn't..." But Lizzie was right. She hadn't heard a word from Bianca since leaving Hogwarts a few days ago. And what could be that important that she couldn't send at least one owl?
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Jun 7, 2015 1:38:49 GMT
Post by Copper on Jun 7, 2015 1:38:49 GMT
She did.
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Jun 7, 2015 1:40:44 GMT
Post by Dawnmist on Jun 7, 2015 1:40:44 GMT
Tessa drew her legs back up, hugging them to her chest. "Why? We're supposed to be best friends. So why..."
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Jun 7, 2015 1:56:28 GMT
Post by Copper on Jun 7, 2015 1:56:28 GMT
Bianca is a very complicated person. Don't you remember what she loved to do when we were all kids? Mind games. There's a reason she's in Slytherin, Tessa. Think about it. She grew up toying with all of us. And now she's got somebody new at her beck and call, doing whatever she wants, and she certainly hasn't felt like telling him the truth about how she feels yet. Bianca likes to get what she wants. And she stops at nothing and considers no morals until she gets there. So Slytherin it's ridiculous.
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Jun 7, 2015 2:05:36 GMT
Post by Dawnmist on Jun 7, 2015 2:05:36 GMT
She blinked furiously to dispel the sting in her eyes. "I... I guess you're right. Oh... I've done it again. Been a gullible idiot 'nd made a right fool of myself." Tessa knew she was naive, and she knew she could be easily led on. But she'd never dreamt that Bianca of all people would be the one manipulating her. I rewrote time to save her life.
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Jun 7, 2015 2:08:03 GMT
Post by Copper on Jun 7, 2015 2:08:03 GMT
Well. At any rate, I'm sure the others care about you plenty. You still have friends. And maybe, if you actually don't have them... you will always have me. And I will always be watching over you.
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Jun 7, 2015 8:11:47 GMT
Post by Dawnmist on Jun 7, 2015 8:11:47 GMT
Tessa sniffed, sliding her legs back under the covers. They felt horribly prickly and it occurred to her that she hadn't shaved them in weeks. And whilst the chemotherapy had claimed the hair on her scalp, and even a few of her eyebrow hairs and eyelashes, the hair on her legs had remained untouched. It all seemed most unfair to her.
"Thank you, Lizzie," she mumbled. "I'll write to Nic and Giovanni in the morning."
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Jun 7, 2015 14:04:41 GMT
Post by Copper on Jun 7, 2015 14:04:41 GMT
Write to Ricardo and Leo, too, Elizabeth advised. They're both chasing someone. Maybe they just need a little reminder of sorts?
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